Wednesday, 16 February 2011

Sticks and Stones

I won't live in chains - I've got something to give.
I won't play these games -Yeah, I'd rather live.
You know I've come too far, to be like you are

Why don't you understand, that we are all the same?
Sticks and stones won't break my soul
Get out of the way, I'm invincible
Throw them down...


Photograph taken by Ella.

Well, I am back from College, stayed there until 7pm today. Had a nice lesson of Physics, which I both excelled in, and totally failed because people kept talking over me and ignoring me. Then, I was supposed to meet Kitkat after so I walked downstairs with S and M...that sounded better in my head XD. Okay, Simba and M. So, she wanted to know why I was unhappy and I half explained that I felt they didn't wanna be friends with me since the fight with Em. Then my tutor called me into her room to talk to me about something vaguely important, and said we'd sort something on Friday.
After that, I walked with Kitkat to go and see Ricardo and we chatted with him for a while. He decided to pretend to be Johnny Depp as Captain Jack Sparrow...he did a rather good job, actually.

We went to creative writing and everyone get mad at each other...so basically the moral is without a teacher creative people cannot work together. H read my story aloud to everyone and apparently they all almost cried. As it is supposed to be a sad piece, I am taking this as a good thing - I'd be quite worried if my writing was so bad it made people weep. I'd also wonder how I passed English, come to think of it if that were the case.
I read Kitkat's story aloud, apparently I am good at dead pan. It is compliments day, isn't it?!

S, Gee and I went to the LRC and chatted while I did my photography courseowkr, which I will be putting on my Flickr when I'm done. :)
They left pretty early and I sat alone listening to music and doodling on my work until Obi(-Wan) appeared and we chatted for about an hour while I did more work.
We talked about racism...and people we don't like haha. We're so cool.
Valechor texted me telling me to get online so I eventually went online, C.D. was also texting me, desperate to talk - he says he wants to be my bitch.
I wonder if he will fetch things?

Fia and I have been arranging Friday - Labyrinth and Dark Crystal in the running, methinks. And, possibly some Assassin's Creed. Showed me a very funny video of a glitch in the first AC.


He is secretly a ninjaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

I'm watching NCIS, which is pretty epic and trying to learn how to use Photoshop...not going so great, I am rubbish at it.
I really want to re-read Matched now. I've run out of books to read, waiting to buy I Am Number Four which is being made into a film with Alex Pettyfer.

Yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. <3
Makes me want to watch Stormbreaker...even if he was like...fourteen at the time. So perverted. >.> Nom nom nom nom. Rawr! I've had a crush on him since...literally I first saw him on a screen...oh, and when I bumped into him near where I live. He almost ran me over with his bike two years ago and then fell off. I didn't even realise it was him until he started talking...and then he winked at me and rode off. He used to live around here.
Best memory.
I also remember when Becs made me a speical card for after my exams with lots of Alex Pettyfer pictures on it and a decleration of her love inside. We were such good pretend lesbians.
I really don't have a lot to say today, aisde from...I have so much photography work I wish I hadn't discovered photoshop! It's so distracting and fun... XD

Final words:
"The devil hath power, to assume a pleasing shape."
Live long and prosper, DFTBA!
Frankie, Alex Pettyfer fan forever...(or, until he's not pretty anymore.)

Sakura in Hakkaido, Japan. December 2010.

"Come not when I am dead,
To drop they foolish tears upon my grave
To trample round my fallen head." - Alfred Lord Tennyson

Sign

It's me, the one who's crying like a fool
I'm in the dark room all day and all night and it's not alright
Why can't you understand my heart?
My heart tightens as time passes

My eyes squeezing tears out
I am scared that this is the end, so please save me




I just did a stupid 'Are You A Psychopath?' test? Apparently, I am a healthy Lunactic.
'
You scored 75% empathic, 31% delusional, 77% sociable, and 92% law-abiding!
You're delusional, but otherwise a normal member of society. Maybe you think weird thoughts or believe in things other people don't, but you're able to function just fine. You're definitely not a psychopath.'

Is what it said. Which amused me. But, there is nothing wrong in believing in the supernatural, otherwise Twilight wouldn't have any fans. Good thing I am not a Twilight fan.
Apparently I am 100% more law abiding than my peers...aka the other people who'd taken the test. I found that funny. :)

Last Friday,

I can't really remember what I actually did aside from help at Youth Club. Which, is a shame. My brain is fried.

Saturday - Sunday

I went up to Sotuhampton to see G.
Got the train at about 8:15, arrive just after ten, we hung out with R watching him play Fall Out 3 and I met L another of G's housemates. We played WoW, still trying to get my Death Knight up to level 73, but I haven't had any time recently. :(
G gave me a rather cute valentine's card and chocolates and we went to Forbidden Planet in town.
I managed to get Elemental Gelade the complete Anime season.


and I also managed to get hold of Bride of the Water God volume 5 and 6. :D




Isn't it pretty? :) Such a nice Man-hwa.

I just thought I'd mention how cool is it, people should read it, since it's to underappreciated and little known.
Anyway, I must be off to college to meet Kitkat and Ricardo, so here's my passing shot:
"All that glisters is not gold"
Live long and prosper, DFTBA!
-Frankie, Otaku おたく

"Over the sky.
One after another the white clouds are fleeting;
Every heart this May morning in joyance is beating."
Alfred Lord Tennyson,



Tuesday, 15 February 2011

I Am Who I Am

Nobody's safe it's a race that I've run,
The fight that I've fought and I thought I had won,

Leave me alone you don't understand,
On this side of the fence, there's no promised land
See that's where from, where I used to belong,
Though the road to get here has been painful and long

But, I am who I am.




Wednesday

On Wednesday - last week - I had to be in for 9:30am (which makes a nice change since I usually get in at that time.) That's because myself and the other seven members (as well as Ricky'N'Rob, also now known as Roberto and Ricardo, or Robulus and Rickus.) of the SULT were involved in the principle interviews.
Which, I sadly am not allowed to talk about.

So, essentially, I spent the whole day in the same room with nine and sometimes ten other people talking about college stuff.
My class tutor asked me to come and get some papers about my university forums and summer school for it.
Kitkat and I popped into Creative writing for a few minutes to say hi, I wrote a poem about an arctic fox because I was told to choose an animal to be. Then I had to leave again.
After the day we chose our candidate and reported back to the governing board (Ricardo, Roberto, M.H and myself.) While we were waiting, M.H, Ricardo, Roberto and i discussed the animals we would be since i told them about my poem.

Ricardo-Snake
Roberto-Peregrine Falcon
M.H-Monkey

Is the break down of it.

Then, after reporting Ricardo, Roberto and MH went off to the SU, and I ran back for the last bit of Creative writing. Where I ate most of Sean's food, and Vikki checked she and I were still meeting up on Thursday. We were. Let Katie read my story and then I went to the library.
Had to wait around until the FGB dinner, so I sat and write a story for creative writing.
It's about death.
I am so cheerful, non?

The Meal started at...quarter to seven so I wandered in, popped my laptop in a cupboard in case of megalomaniac adults and began to 'mingle' aka eat lots of salmon sandwiches and spring rolls. The catering students gave me water and kept staring at me in awe for being the youngest person in the room.
I met way too many people whose names I cannot put to their faces anymore, too.
I may have to write them down in a little notebook secreted about my person. Many notebooks? Invisible ink for names? I don't think I have enough exposed skin...

I will come up with something...maybe a Dictaphone that goes on when people introduce themselves, but then I'd have to fit voice to name. I barely remember any of them now. I remember Daz, the IT guy because he reminds me of Daz washing-powder. Not that he looks like washingpowder, just that his name is the same as one.
He had a presentation up, and from what I can gather he puts mistakes in them deliberately to see who spots them. I did, and he gave me a one GB memory stick as a prize. It has proven useful for photography, since it was in my coat pocket.

Anyway, so then the Principle's Clerk gave me a lift home 'cause she lives near me and I collapsed as soon as I got in.

Thursday

I was quite late because I over slept I was so exhausted from the day before. Went to photography, MC photographed me for his exam work wearing a blindfold because he thinks they are 'creepy' or something. I don't know why everyone thinks I will make a good candidate to look 'tortured' maybe I am just that deformed facially?

Then I visited Ricardo in the SU room.
Went to Chemistry, don't know what we actually did. I think it was a test, and it was quite easy but everyone else complained it wasn't on the syllabus. Good thing I knew the stuff anyway haha.  HF was irritating as usual and I had to keep asking him to be quiet, but aside from that it was uneventful - continued writing my death story. I am enjoying it a little too much.
Does that make me simply morbid, human or suicidal?
Probably just human, considering.

After that, I went to Kuk Sool and we practiced out round-house kicks, and alignment. As well as the levels of using the Dujongs. I'm at level four, and almost belt level on everything else. My teacher says I just need to practice a bit before the exam because I've been ill. Since I'm joining the college Gym anyway, that won't be a problem.

After that, I went to lunch with my mum in Weybridge, and then met Vikki at the station.
We went to Woking on the train and then walked to her house to drop off our stuff. I met her cats, who are adorable and wrote on her white board...no, that is not a euphanism.
Then we walked into Woking, and bumped into a friend of hers called Anthony who then joined us on our travels, he was quite nice. We basically shopped places, then went to the comic book shop in the shopping centre.
I also bought NCIS season one that day.
I saw this AWESOME  Star Wars mug, and didn't have any money for it and then Anthony insisted on getting it for me, so I shall pay him back. it's so awesome though, seriously.


Sadly, it's not a great photo.

Anyway, then we met some cool people at the cmic book shop, which is an amazing shop with knives everywhere! What is not to like?!
And, then I ambled back to Vikki's we listened to music and then her mum's friend gave me a lift back to the station because I had no clue how to get back.

Then, I slept. Yay. :P

That was Thursday...

Final words:
'Frailty, thy name is woman!'
Live Long And Prosper, DFTBA!
- Frankie



And death shall have no dominion.
Under the windings of the sea
They lying long shall not die windily;
Twisting on racks when sinews give way,
Strapped to a wheel, yet they shall not break;
Faith in their hands shall snap in two,
And the unicorn evils run them through;
Split all ends up they shan't crack;
And death shall have no dominion.

          -Dylan Thomas

Tuesday, 8 February 2011

Hero/ Heroine

I never thought that you could break me apart,
I keep a sinister smile, and a hold on my heart
you wanna get inside? Then you can get in line.
But not this time 'cause you caught me off guard.
Now I'm running and screaming.

I feel like a Hero, and you are my heroine.
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

Good evening, hyvä seuralaiset,

I am incredibly tired this evening. So, God only knows why I am still awake and not zizzing in my comfy bed. I wish God would actually pop down and tell me. Or even Baby Jesus would do.
Anyhow, my day started quite normally - I watched Xena while I ate my breakfast, then scuttled off to get my bus. (It was late, as usual.)
Sadly, for me, I had to get a different, slower bus, so I missed two trains. Got the half past and just decided it'd have to do. My maths teacher didn't mind, I caught up to where everyone else was, even though I was 45 minutes late within about five minutes. Luckily, I shall miss Decision Maths tomorrow (yes!) because I am doing Student Governor-y stuff all day for the college. Hehehe.

Which reminds me, I need to write a manifesto for my re-application to be Student Governor next year. elections are just before my birthday. Vote for me, I said meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Please. ;)

Anyway, did maths, left maths. Second lesson is Physics, so I pottered over to the Student Union room with Kitkat to see Ricky'n'Rob. Then our principle appeared in the SU! Which he never does so we were all agog as two gogs...gogging. Or, more accurately four gogs.
Then Sprout and her friend appeared too, and Ricky'n'Rob's office got very crowded.

Kitkat and I separated, her to a Media presentation for two hour and myself to Physics. (yay!). Carried on with Electrical circuits, however, Swallow, the charmingly annoying douche bag extraordinaire decided to make me feel bad by answering all my questions the teacher asked me or telling me I was wrong, until I felt so stupid I couldn't bring myself to answer because I thought I was going to get upset about it.

Anyway, moving on, I decided to skip extra maths because I was too tired and instead went to go and get some chips with Anthony. (I am trying very hard to think of pretend names to give people so they're not exposed to the interwebs! But, I mentioned Anthony last time, so I can't be bothered to change his) So, we sat in the canteen and chatted about the most random things, ever, to be honest! I like my chats with Anthony, they are refreshing and always funny.

Then Anthony rambled off to his lesson which was moved today for some reason, and I went to the library.
I sat in the Quiet study area and research my photography exam project, because I didn't really want to do anything else. Then, I saw some of my friends come in, and one of them totally ignored me which was really upsetting, but, I didn't say anything about it until he texted me later. Then I did and and he was like, 'sorry, i was half asleeep' and I was like, 'no worries'. I hope he didn't do it on purpose. But, if he did, whatever. He still went out of his way to talk to me tonight, and ask me to have a movie marathon with him, so he can't hate me.
Then Kitkat came to find me and she sat with me, and I showed her my photography ideas and she helped me think of some other stuff, and discuss ideas of portraying them and places she could take me to see really nice groves that look like woods, etc. Tres cool. I am very pleased about it. We're going to go on a weekend ramble some time, which i will look forward to because I like walking, and Kitkat makes me laugh. (Kitkats are also yummy, but, she's not a chocolate bar.)
After that free hour and fourty-five minutes, I went to photography. For some weird reason when I saw one of my friends, I really didn't want to see her so I ran away. Not exact, but, as soon as I got to the stairwell, out of sight, i ran up the stairs and into the classroom and sat on the other side of the room and started working. I don't think she noticed, which pleased me. Then, really, I just spent the rest of the time chatting to Purds and researching imagery for my photography exam project, which, by the way, I am obsessed with and really enjoying. :D
Stayed about twenty minutes after the lesson, until Bob asked me if I was planning to stay all night, and I decided to go home. Departed, bumped into Purds, May and Em. (May is a boy, Em is a girl, Purds is a boy.) (Em and May are dating).
I had never met Em before, but, I'd heard a lot about her and she seemed lovely and I thought we got along quite well. We all chatted for quite some time, and then Purds and I went to get the train.
AJ saw me and asked if I was getting her train, we said bye to Purds who gets the one in the opposite direction and got our train.
I got off the train, walked to the bus stop, got the bus home, my bag broke. Phoned mum, asked her to pick me up from the bus stop - she did.
Which, brings me to since I got home. All i have done is sort out which of my socks I want to keep and which I want banished into the vortex of life (aka I have no clue what happens to them, they just vanish) and read more of the Trainbook. I've basically finished it, I'd say maybe another three chapters are left on it. Pleased about it. Really good book, I'm looking forward to the next in the series, which is called Crossed.
I don't think there's anything else for me to talk about side from the fact that there are lots of random people following me on twitter and I know none of them. It's weird. And, apparently, I am having a picnic with Haley and Sean tomorrow for lunch. Cool?
I am going to bed now.
Another boring day in the life of a Nerd.
Here are my final words:
"This above all: to thine own self be true."
Live long and prosper, DFTBA!
-Frankie, Daydreamer.
"Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light." - Dylan Thomas, 1940.

Monday, 7 February 2011

I Hate Everything About You

Only when I stop to think about it...
I Hate everything about you,
Why do I love you?
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet...


Dear Chums,

Here's hoping your days have been better than mine.
Not that mine was overly awful, simply a little wearing.

As per usual, my bus to the station decided to be late. It's not a nice thing waiting for the bus when your gloves have vanished. I am sure that I have invisible holes in my pockets (Emily and I were discussing this earlier) or pixies steal my gloves when I need them, then pop them back when I'm inside. In any case, though for once my bus wasn't diverted into the middle of Surbiton - I didn't get lost - I still missed my train.
As I walked towards the station from the bus stop (God only knows why the bus driver never stops anywhere near the actual bus shelter/ stop sign. Instead, he stops about a metre back. Vair annoying when you're in a hurry.)

Oh, where was I? Yeah, walking up towards the station. First off, I shall give you the mental image of myself, sporting the latest geek fashion - Tron Legacy T-Shirt - and earmuffs, battling with my A2 (Possibly bigger) Photography mood board in its folder. Because it is so huge, and it was windy today, every time the wind blew I lost control of the folder. A rather attractive boy walked past and grinned at me, in what I like to think was an understanding way, rather than a 'youareageekandIamfindingthishilarious' way.
Not that I noticed he was cute, or anything.

I purchased my ticket, with some woman standing over my shoulder tutting because I wasn't going fast enough for her. Let me tell you this, juggling a mood board, school bag, purse, and book is difficult when you're not an octopus. I felt like I should cover my pin, but, it wasn't necessary. I was paying with cash.

Got to the platform, yes, I had just missed yet another train. Thanks to the tutting woman who kept getting in my way. So, it was now time to wait for the Woking train instead of Basingstoke. Since my folder kept blowing madly away, and I was trying to read, I decided the best course of action was to hide in the cafe on the platform.
Another rather attractive guy, 'bout twenty-four followed me in and sat on the other side of the cafe. I am allowed to admire, right? Got up just as the train was about to pull in and the attractive guy in the cafe held the door for me. Score. He got on my train and I admired him briefly before returning to my book. 'Matched' By Ally Condie. I'm quite enjoying it. However, it is my Trainbook, so I only read it on the train . That's actually a lie, if I like a book enough and I get into it I will read it even when I'm in the bath.

...

You didn't need that mental image. I just like books. A lot.
I suppose showers would be more difficult.
I'm going to shut up about that now.


I got to college, ambled into Physics and didn't get into trouble. (Medhat loves me). Then again, I was only fifteen minutes late. We're doing something to do with electricity. I, for once, feel I aced it. I got all the answers right. Sam (aka Simba) wasn't feeling too great because she got drunk over the weekend. A lot. Poor Simba.

I'm currently listening to Rammstein. They're rather sexy...maybe it's because they're so dark and German. I don't literally mean dark. Not that I'd mind if they were dark. German is only sexy when it's guys speaking it though. It's a bit like the Irish accent, I suppose. Probably this only matters to me. But, German men speaking German = Pwoar. Irish men speaking English with an accent/ Gaelic = Rawr!
German Women speaking German = only sexy if you're Natalie from Cascada. Irish Women speaking anything = usually sounds kinda manly.
Not that I don't love Irish women!
Long live Irish women and tea!
Ireland is awesome. :) (Don't kill me, Anna)

Anyway, back on topic. My boring day. I went to visit Ricky'n'Rob in their office in the Student Union building at break. We had a nice chat about the FGB last Thursday I'd gone to, and the Governor's forum I'd missed because I was ill the week before. He read oer the minutes for me, and gave me some info. Agreed to see them at lunch for the SULT meeting. (Student Union Leadership Team) It doesn't say 'Slut'. Though, I have suggested we change our name to SLUT, simply because everyone see it when they look at SULT. We may as well make the most of it.

I went to Photography, Matt convinced Josh, Holly, Emma, Meg and I to help him out with some pinhole photography. (We walked around Emma who was wearing a creepy mask for about five minutes in the cold.) Then escaped back to the A&E building. (Arts and Engineering...we don't go to college in a Hospital.)
What would you do with all the sick people?
Would you have more or less absences from college if your college was in a hospital? You'd never get a day off sick, really.

Showed Bob (my teacher) my Mood board so far for photography, he liked it. Picked up a new book to fill for my exam stuff. I shall be starting on that tonight. Because, I have no life. And, the only other homework I seem to have is for Maths...and a bit of Physics. The Maths is pretty easy and the Physics I was away for.

Had lunch, aka, bumped into Jimmy had a little chat about singing class then went to tell the SULT members I was going to get food. Ran to the food line and the boys in front of me turned 'round when I ran over. One of them said 'hey'. I have no clue why, I didn't know him.
Got pasta, nom nom nom. Had a little chat with Medhat (my Physics teacher) who happened to be in the line and helped him choose what to eat.
I am vair helpful sometimes, I surprise myself.

I was being sarcastic, but, I did help. He asked.

Then, I wandered off back to the Internet Cafe for the SULT weekly meeting. Bumped into George, who demanded a hug and then I had to go. We had our meeting. Somehow ended up talking about BLTs and Bacon sandwiches in the middle of it. We are leaving this out of the minutes for the meeting.
It's nice getting the sofas to ourselves. :) They're so comfy, and we get to tell people who walk in 'Oi, we've got a meeting here. Scram.' Except, when Ricky leaves the room for a few minutes, it's actually only me who's brave enough to tell people we're having a meeting and to leave.
One of the people who barged in had very attractive blusher on.

By which, I mean she had two bright pink circles on her cheekbones.

We talked for all of lunch, then Catherine abandoned me (after eating half of pasta) to go into town and get lunch. We've chosen our three charities for RAG, too.

Also, on a side note : Josh and I found some of the funniest videos (to me) on his iPod, on YouTube in photography. One was a Sylar (from Heroes) video to the Ben Ten theme tune.

Which I have put in here, so you guys can watch it. If you haven't seen Heroes, you probably won't get why it's funny. But, since I am cool (yeah, ha.) and LOVE Heroes (especially Zachary Quinto who plays Sylar) and I like Ben Ten. I told you I was cool.
The second video we found was another Sylar fanvideo (the fun doesn't end) to the Pokemon Theme tune. Ha! Awesome. It's even better.
Watch it. :)


I found it most amusing. It also fit with the character of Sylar a tiny bit better. But, both are uberly awesome. :)
I hope you enjoy them. And, if you do, make sure you go and watch Heroes! Now!
My Chemical Romance are kind hot, aren't they?
I am boy crazed. I don't mind. It makes me smile...you know, that creepy stalker smile. Like the Child Catcher. That's me.
Haha.

Then I was walking to the A&E building with Palmer and bumped into S and Gee. Palmer went off to his car, and S, Gee and I went to the Mac Suite. Then we got told to piss off, so we walked to the canteen and watched S eat way too much. Palmer reappeared and we all just sat there like loons talking about weird things. Gee thought I was on drugs because I was happy. Do you see what I'm up against?

Anyway, then I had tutorial. Which was boring, to be honest. Then, had a chat with my tutor and went to Chemistry. Nothing interesting happened there except that I played Robot Unicorn Attack on Nic's phone and beat his high score by triple. We talked about Nigerian Fanta, because Paula had brought some back from her holiday there. Apparently, it's better than normal Fanta.

I proceeded to potter home through the forest, bumped into Emily and Salonee. Salonee and I talked about how she'd written her own report for Biology (their teacher let them) her's said 'I am the perfect student'. I found it quite funny. Then Emily and I got our tickets, I acted like a complete fool and couldn't work out why the machine wouldn't take my money. Answer? I hadn't confirmed my selection. T_T. Woe is me.

Emily got her train on the other platform and I went to see if Anthony and Sean were on mine. Anthony appeared...like a ghost and gave me a hug and then we started talking about eyes and shiny things. We got the train home together and then walked through Surbiton high street until it was his turning home. Said goodbye, and I went and got my bus. Read all the way home and arrived to have my mother promptly tell me to go and put the rubbish out.
I am so under appreciated.

Returned to the house, told not to touch the walls, they have been painted and yelled at before I even do anything. Honestly. Parents are so unreasonable.
Retired to my room, told to sort out my hats etc. and see if I want to get rid of any. The going pile is very small. Everything in it is pink.
I am now watching Xena The Warrior Princess. I have just written the most boring blog ever.
My friend's dad came over with our fixed computer (he fixed it) and I asked if he'd buy a game online for me because my mum doesn't like credit cards. He said he would. Because I was half undressed I had to ask by shouting from my room to my mother, who relayed it to him.

Me: Can I have Nyx-Quest?
Mother: Can she have Nyx-Quest? That's N-I-C-K.
Me: No, it's not. It's Nyx.
Mother:It's about Safari.
Me: It's about Greek Mythology.
Mother: The company that makes it is called Safari then.
Me: The company's called 'Steam.'
Mother: T_T
Friend's Dad: *Facepalm at us*

There's not much else I can think to say about my day. Aside from that I have never seen the last two episodes of Xena I've watched, even though I *Know* I watched the entire series through. I must have fallen asleep last time.
I really want The Adventures of Sinbad and Hercules The Legendary Journey on DVD. :(
I am writing from more...um...writing stuff for...word...stories! for Katie my creative writing teacher.

Also, Photography was vair amusing. I played Josh 'Till I Hear You Sing' from Love Never Dies and it's so moving. I love that song. I was making gestures along with. Clou found it very funny. Holly thinks I am mad. I shall live with it. Good times, good times.

This is all I have to say for now, so, on that note:

"Rich gifts wax poor when givers prove unkind."
Live Long and Prosper, DFTBA,
- Frankie, Tron Groupie.

Sunday, 6 February 2011

Shadow Of The Day

Sometimes, delusions aren't so simple. Sometimes, Goodbye's the only way.
And, the sun will set for you. The sun will set for you.
And, the shadow of the day, will embrace the world in grey.
And, the sun will set for you...


Hello, Nerds and Nerdettes,

And...possibly some other type people. Also, since, I'm a girl, that'd make me a 'Nerdette', but it doesn't have the same ring to it.
Anyway, welcome to my...third blog of awesome-ness! (for my darling pally, Fia.) And, because, I got bored. >.> Shhh...don't tell her.
Since, I have promised nerdiness, I'd better stick to that. Considering I'm writing it, that won't take long.

I'm Frankie. I like to rant about things that no-one cares about, unless you're one of my friends or have no life (aka, you're one of the elderly insane). I only talk politics in Biology lessons, which is exactly why I no longer study Biology. I love Physics, it cannot be avoided - thought the only thing electricity is good for is charging my technology...which I am quite scared of breaking.
I'm a lowly college student, but, at least I don't eat baked beans every night.

I study Physics, Chemistry, Maths (which includes Decision Maths, which is, quite honestly, the most pointless thing I've ever encountered) and Photography. I love Shakespeare, writing fanfictions and gay men. It has to be said.
I know a lot about Greek Mythology and music, which means this is beginning to sounds like a UCAS personal statement. At least, I like to think that this sounds fairly interesting...meaning my Personal Statement would be, too. If you're getting my drift...I may have drifted too far.

I love Spock (from Star Trek)...and I'm not lying, I'd tap that. I mean, I'd go for Zachary Quinto more, but Leonard Nimoy wasn't bad looking, either. Maybe I just find Zachary Quinto sexy because he was Sylar...and Sylar's evil and sexy. Anyway, he's cool. So is Tron - if you haven't seen Legacy, or the original, I suggest that you do. NOW!
Run.
It is genius.
And pretty to look at.

I like Korean and Japanese music...I can sing in both. And, German. I love Rammstein. Don't get me wrong, English music's good, too, I just seem to like other languages.

Moving on, I plan to use my blog to ramble away about my life, my woes (pft), my friends, the things I like and various other 'issues' you all need to be made aware of. I.e. My favourite books and films.

It is currently Sunday the 6th of Feb 2011. It feels quite odd it being 2011, really. I don't like the number eleven. Silly, but true. I also don't like how everyone calls it 'twenty-eleven'...why?!
It has been 'two-thousand-and-<insert number>' since The year Two-thousand. Why, I ask, must I change how I say it because of a few people on the Olympic bid team?
I refuse. I like me 'ands', and it's almost as annoying as when people say 'I'm going <insert place>' and leave out the 'to'. It is not acceptable unless you are a Yorkshire man...or where-ever it is they don't ever say their 't's because farmers don't need to understand anyone else.
I wonder why everyone in Emmerdale speaks properly if they're supposed to be in Yorkshire. The Yorkshirites must find this very factually inaccurate.
Then again, if they phoned in to ITV, would the people at ITV actually be able to understand them? They might just thing they were saying 'this is awesome'.
Not that Farmers would say 'awesome'. I don't know any farmers...not proper farmers.

Back on the note of 2011, before I interrupted myself. I really enjoyed New Year's Eve, actually. It was the first New Year I stayed up for, because I've never cared before. My Guild, Vanguard, met up at our Guild-Master's new apartment in London to celebrate.
So, essentially, Harry brought a tonne of alcohol back from Barbados and they all got very drunk and hugged me a lot. I have to say, it deeply amused me. Though, when I saw myself in the mirror the next morning, I looked like a Panda...>.>
Then they all decided to watch Step Up 2: The Streets the next morning. They really are, very cool.
If you don't know what I mean by a Guild...1) what kind of Nerds are you? 2) It's a WoW (World Of Warcraft) Guild. I'm a level 72 Death Knight. This is how cool I am.

*cough*

Moving on, in a swift manner, I'm listening to the Bugsy Malone soundtrack and some French songs. Does anyone know who sang the song 'Who I Am, Hates Who I've Been'? I found a really good Fanvideo to that, for the television show 'Bones'. That's a great show, about Forensic Anthropology. It stars Emily Deschanel and David Boreanaz. Speaking of Fanvideos, I found one for Twilight (ick) the other day. It was to 'Once' by Diana Vickers. I don't know who she is, but it's not a bad song, and the video actually made me think 'maybe Twilight isn't so bad'. So, it was basically an amazing video hahaha.

I need to get back to finishing my Photography Mood Board for my upcoming exam (oh joy unbounded). It's actually quite a fun theme, actually: 'Mystery and Imagination.' So, naturally, I only have a few (thousand) ideas.
I shall leave you with just this departing line(or three)

'When our actions do not, our fears do make us traitors'.
Live Long, and Prosper, - Frankie, Nerd Extraordinaire.